Up to the Plan

I'm looking up to the plan,

I nearly lost my mind,

I am crazy and disillusioned in this form,

But my hope for transparency,

Peace and happiness of the future,

Never ceases to amaze and guide me,

Yes life is struggle and pain,

Though there are moments of wonder,

In this moment I'm happy,

Content and particularly self aware,

That it can all pass as a cloud,

With no remembrance of this time,

So I cling to what could be,

The plan that moves my soul.