Being Sick and Feeling

Being sick and feeling aren't the same,

One of the heart the other the body,

I stand here and wonder how I've made it,

Through this pain and the fear,

That almost consumes me,

I'm determined to do better,

And live better than my past,

Self who was coasting without knowhow,

But is familiar with these paths,

So I'll walk through this path,

Down this road to my dreams.